four cups obesity, four cups social anxiety.
I am a clinically obese person. I weigh more than 150 pounds—ashamed, but too unproductive to fix it. Just by looking at me, you would know that I am obese. I don't eat a lot (anymore), mostly because it makes myself cringe when I see myself eating anything. I do not like wearing revealing clothes. I can only wear skirts that are two inches above the knee and dark-colored skinny jeans. Wearing shorts or anything revealing would be my death wish. It's hard to be unattractive and to have social anxiety. The amount of imaginary criticisms that you get on a daily basis can drown out any remaining positivity that you have. You can't do anything to stop it either because unless you do something about your weight, you stay deluded and on watch for possible criticisms about just about anything that you do. I've been getting comments about my weight since forever—it actually became a part of my childhood because it started ever since I knew how to walk. I was raised fat and I ...